To focus my attention I thought I would write every day for 20 days and display under a virtual magnifying glass, my daily D/s interaction with missy.  I have no idea at this stage what the outcome will be, however, I will be honest and open.  The project may not produce a great read, and that I can live with as long as it is a tool that works to assist me on my current path.

Having spent this Saturday morning talking with missy about various issues, I conceded that my focus could be improved, and I was finding it a challenge currently to do so. There are numerous layers behind this, however, rather than dwell on the negative, missy gave me this idea to build on and I have arrived here!

Saturdays follow a similar orbit for us, that being we revolve around our kids work commitments as most, all bar one, require dropping off and occasionally picking up. Unfortunately there is no mass exodus from the house at a single point, more a gradual deployment in to the theatre of the weekend job.  That obviously does not leave any free time to be alone for as one finishes work, another starts, and so on. Don’t get me wrong, I am pleased they all work.

My level of  active Dominance around missy during the day had been low due to the aforementioned migration habits of kids, however, as the evening drew on we were afforded a little space to be alone and generally bond through writing and discussing forth coming events.  Our day didn’t close out until after midnight, followed by our regular nightly bath.  As missy walked back into the bedroom I asked to remain in her bathrobe until I returned, this request was for pure practicality as the heating had gone off in the house hours before!  Why play so late?  I have decided that I will not alter my course of action because of time or other external influences which once knocked me off course.  I am turning up the emphasis on us, and to hell the world!  That may seem a narrow-minded view, and yet sometimes a defined focus is required to have maximum impact.

On my return I sat her in a leather high-backed chair and applied a blindfolded. On her wrists I attached leather cuffs, and secured them behind the back of the chair.  I had already plugged in our wand and having positioned myself on the end of the bed facing missy, I undid her gown.  The cooler air had an immediate effect, and running my hands over her enhanced the erection of her nipples.  Having rubbed her exposed skin I gently placed the buzzing wand between her legs.  At first she did not react, however, speaking to her in soft tones (daughter only just home from a party in the room next door) she started to make small noises.

I knew that the angle missy was seated is not the best for getting results with the wand, however, my aim was to secure her, expose her and use her.  I was also conscious that the wand does vibrate, and missy could well be concious of our 17 year old next door!  To that end, I closed down the session, unbridled her and allowed to bed.

Before going down the D/s route we kept out sex life active during busy times by using a fall back method of a suck ‘n’ fuck.  It was full proof, mutual oral sex to the point of missy reaching orgasm and then me taking her as I chose to.  This has now been replaced with a buzz ‘n’ fuck.  It uses more electricity and allows me awareness of how missy is responding.  On this occasion, what with the hour being so late, and both of us in need of satisfaction I closed the night with a B&F.

Before falling asleep we lay touching each other and the warm feeling of controlling missy’s body returned.  Yes, I had just had sex, however,  reflecting on her willingness to be shackled and played with was a great last thought for the day.